masecvs

Too much medical crap going on

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 15:29:16 GMT

If it isn't my retinas, it's my feet - why don't the anti drug ads tell you how much Meth can fuck with your life once you've stopped doing it?

Mon, 22 May 2006 02:25:46 GMT

"Save me from the nothing I've become ..."
Evanescence
Bring Me To Life

For some reason the above lyric seems very appropriate today. The medical issues are now such that I can't really get out like I'd like to - I'm becoming a hermit.

I guess another reason that lyric may be going through my brain is that I just found out that Dustin has started using and gambling again. I wish he'd break free of all the drama, but now that he's an informant that isn't likely to happen. I feel sorry for his family and wish there was something more I could do to help.

Silly, since I know no-one would have been able to get me to stop until I was ready to.

Yah

Wed, 17 May 2006 20:55:35 GMT

After several tries I finally got my userpic loaded!

My BP is still crashing after dialysis, God, I wish they'd hurry up with the transplant.