urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masecvs masecvs masecvs masecvs 2006-08-28T15:29:16Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masecvs:1188 Too much medical crap going on 2006-08-28T15:29:16Z 2006-08-28T15:29:16Z If it isn't my retinas, it's my feet - why don't the anti drug ads tell you how much Meth can fuck with your life once you've stopped doing it? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masecvs:569 masecvs @ 2006-05-21T19:16:00 2006-05-22T02:25:46Z 2006-05-22T02:25:46Z "Save me from the nothing I've become ..."<br /> Evanescence<br /> Bring Me To Life<br /><br />For some reason the above lyric seems very appropriate today. The medical issues are now such that I can't really get out like I'd like to - I'm becoming a hermit.<br /><br />I guess another reason that lyric may be going through my brain is that I just found out that Dustin has started using and gambling again. I wish he'd break free of all the drama, but now that he's an informant that isn't likely to happen. I feel sorry for his family and wish there was something more I could do to help.<br /><br />Silly, since I know no-one would have been able to get me to stop until I was ready to. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:masecvs:410 Yah 2006-05-17T20:55:35Z 2006-05-17T20:55:35Z After several tries I finally got my userpic loaded!<br /><br />My BP is still crashing after dialysis, God, I wish they'd hurry up with the transplant.